Post Confirmation Camp at Isi Rimba.

Spent two days, one night at Isi Rimba on 18th and 19 of November 2006 and thank god for that. Just couldn't stand being away from home. On the first day the camp was so darn tiring and we all thought it was about to get worse. Had a really long jungle track where we had to cook rice and fish in the middle of nowhere. Then we had to eat what we cooked which was nothing so 10 people(no. of people in my group) had to starve. But the people of the area felt some sympathy for us and gave rice with egg and vegee. After about two hours it began to rain. The guys from my group thinking they're so macho didn't build a shelter thining we can withstand it. Well i was freaking cold, started shaking and good thing dear old Aaron was there to hug. When that day was done i was so glad.

Well the second day was much better. Woke up, got cleaned and did our morning prayers in silence...quite funny actually. After our meditation we did some exercise and went for the obstacle course. When that was done we just couldn't wait to get into the river and have our bath. Soon left for church with good memories in our hearts....man this sounds like some composition!

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When you can't have something/someone you know you've just got to give up and move on right. or get another one which is as much as satisfying as the original one. But some assholes (not naming anyone) will just keep going after either not knowing that you don't want them or wateva untill you get those sick images in your head and you feel so disgusted with him/her whenever they're around. Thats what i had to go through just to help a friend out. Buying gifts is so not gonna help win someones heart. And talking shit about her friends behind their backs is deffinitely not going to work. Which will make matters worse. I was stupid at first to believe what you had said about someone i really cared for but after some time i knew you just said those things to keep my mind off that person. Wanting to get my attention. Well too bad and thank you for doing that cause i saw you for what you reallie were you helpless bastard! you said you had former girlfriends but it never worked out well i think i know why. They only get together with you for your money. And after they've got all that they want they'll ditch you. or w/. well good riddens. Thank goodness i didn't make that mistake. maybe i should have just held on a bit longer, used you and then leave you hangin there. but i just couldn't take it anymore when i saw that you've got no manners and respect towards girls. wats wrong with you, you helpless piece of sh*t.